Small youtuber stress is real,
I started my YouTube channel in 2015 but went through a phase of discouragement and never uploaded consistently.
I know, it’s terrible.
However, being a small youtuber is very stressful. And, being one that has under 100 subscribers is even more stressful.
I began to upload somewhat consistently in 2019-2020 ish. But, I was uploading videos that were trending at the time and not what I actually enjoy.
So I got little to no views and stopped again.
It wasn’t until recently, about a month ago, I started to give YouTube a try again. I knew how much I loved writing articles about celebrities and doing interviews, so I wanted to start making my own short documentaries and productions like I did in high school.
I was stuck at 70 followers for almost an entire year. Then, when I uploaded my Stacey Dash documentary, my subscriber count went up to 97 in one month. I was so shocked.
I know to many people this is nothing to be proud of, but I’m extremely proud. I created something that I enjoy and there are people who enjoyed what I created.
I am on the road to 100 and I’m documenting my journey as a small youtuber.