“Not Happening,”

A lot of people took my kindness for weakness.

They abused the fact that I’m willing to go above and beyond for those I care about.

Their greed was the cause of losing me as one of the people they could depend on.

Now a few are trying to show their appreciation because they know it’s not happening again.

I think a lot of my selflessness comes from my mom. She’s the type of person who will suffer and be okay with it if it benefits someone she loves.

This caused a lot of pain and life lessons.

She’s still a selfless person, but she makes sure that she puts herself first more.

I, now, have learned this.

It took me a while as well because I never want anyone to think that I don’t care about them.

However, when someone constantly abuses this, you have to make a change.

All I know,

That it’s not happening again.

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